Everyone always says you’re not supposed to be sad when someone dies, you’re supposed to be glad that they went to heaven. I say heaven because I believe in eternal life after death. Its hard to be happy for someone that you loved so much. Just to watch them go and you’re unable to do anything about it. Its really hard at first but its the grieving process. You look back on things that you and that person did. You’re favorite memories fill your head with that person. You know you are over the grieving process when you smell a smell that you remember , or you see someone that reminds you of that person and all you can do is smile and just appreciate everything y’all did. Its like there watching over you at all times. I believe when you die either you go to heaven or hell. if you accept christ as your savior you go to heaven if not then you go to hell. The process is quite simple.